Well what do you know...One of the worst days ever... Might as well make that a wee! Well first off, I am a little upset with myself for the fact that I have been putting off buying Trans Siberian Orchestra tickets, all because I was focusing on school. Well I found out that they were coming to Tulsa on the 16th. This was back in September. I still wish that I was able to just went ahead and bought the tickets so that i didn't have to worry about them later on. but I didn't.
I was planning on making them my Christmas gifts for Karissa and our friend Mary Clare. But when I didn't have the money at the time, so I ask my mother. Well come to find out, the Unemployment Office people were being stupid. Mom called to see if they processed her money, one person said that that two were sent in on the 6th and one on the 9th, and that it takes 8 to 10 days to be processed on the 2ND PAPER!!! BULL!!! IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE THE FIRST PAPER YOU JACKWAGONS!!! Ugh!!! People piss me off sometimes...
Today is dubbed as the worse day in December, all of my plans that I have made for Karissa and Mary Clare are ruined... All because I didn't buckle down and buy the tickets earlier. I can't blame it on the Unemployment people, and I can't blame it on my mother either, I guess the only person that I can blame it on, is myself. I feel like I am the one who got everyone's hopes up and then let them down. I hate it when I feel this way.. I really want to make it up to them but I can't. Even though I try to make something up, it still isn't good enough, even with someone that I truly do care about. but I guess I'll just have to move on... Nothing I can do about it I guess.
